My hiatus failed very badly but er, oh well.

I shall maintain this inactivity because.. Nobody checks this space except like maybe D, and occasionally Jane, YY, Shimin, and Liwen, or something. -_-

Anyway, POP is finally over. (:

It didn't exactly feel like POP because I guess it lacks that overnight time which is significant because you get to stay up and talk crap. I don't know, I guess that makes it seem like people forgo their sleep to spend a last night together.

And probably because we've been through quite a number of parades (e.g. JNCO, Mr Hia's farewell), so this just seems like another ordinary parade.

Or maybe it is just too much thinking on my part.

A partly fun, partly boring, but definitely tiring day.

I'm not sure if I will regret not signing on, but dekitting felt good and for now I am happy with my decision. (: I bear no more responsibilities to SJ and I have nothing to account for, and no one to account to. When I leave the school, I would be free of commitments. And I guess that is what makes signing off such a happy thing.

Sure I will miss the people, but I think if I miss them enough, I would take time off to visit them when I can. If I don't, that either means I am too busy, or I cannot be bothered. And either way, it reinforces the fact that not signing on was the right decision to make.

It was a happy thing, receiving gifts, and seeing what people had to say.
I didn't prepare anything for anybody, mainly because that is not something typical of me, and probably because, I think these past 3 to 4 years have been a great gift to each and every one of us. And all the things we have said and done each play a part in the construction of our memories. I don't have much to say to anyone because.. I don't know. It's not an easy task churning out 27 cards and racking my brains over what to write. And I think, if I do have anything to say to a particular somebody, I would say it even if it's not POP.

My initial intention, though, was to get everyone one chopstick, and have written on it, "Just remember how this, when put together with others, will be unbreakable.".
But I guess it proved to be kind of pointless and was dismissed.

So there, no gifts from me. LOL.

Squad dinner was fun. I was a bit rah over the overnight thing, but that's okay.
It was a good closure for the day, and I got back home and promptly fell asleep.


Now, back to my attempt at a hiatus. :D